Nothing Special

where are you?
when I get older, when god memberikaanku trust again?
exactly what you want?
one night before I was my birthday you made me shed tears ...
Do you bear it all?
what do you say this love? sayanag? lover?
I want my old iLhaam
who was always there for me, always caring, always love to me
I guess my sacrifices before you have a sign if you're better than him ..
but you worse ...
I'm really disappointed