hancur!

I do not understand what happened
You exhaust me, leave me
you destroy me as if I never existed
I'm the last, though not perhaps
pursue your story
despite sore
if you know
I do not want you to go
leave me alone with your shadow ...
if you know I'm always in love ...

Nothing Special

where are you?
when I get older, when god memberikaanku trust again?
exactly what you want?
one night before I was my birthday you made me shed tears ...
Do you bear it all?
what do you say this love? sayanag? lover?
I want my old iLhaam
who was always there for me, always caring, always love to me
I guess my sacrifices before you have a sign if you're better than him ..
but you worse ...
I'm really disappointed

Tapi bukan akuuuu

jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini
meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

aku memang manusia paling berdosa
khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatiku
karena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati

berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya

semoga saja kan kau dapati
hati yg tulus mencintaimu
tapi bukan aku